The Secret of My Life........



Sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku & matiku hanyalah kerana ALLAH Taala..

Secret of my life which will be revealed here & everyone will know who i am and what i think about them............

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Fobia Cinta

Pijakan kaki bagai tak terasa
Setiap kali lihat kau tersenyum mesra
Tapi hati masih tak berani lagi
Menghampiri


Denyutan jantung aku tergendala
Kerana hati aku berkata-kata
Jangan terkena untuk kali kedua
Kan sengsara

Bukan aku tak sudi bersama
Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka
Dulu terlalu percaya
Tak sangka aku mangsa
Fobia cinta


Kini kau datang tawarkan segala
Bulan dan bintang seluruh angkasa
Namun aku masih ragu-ragu jua
Tak terima

Entah bila
Akan dapat percaya semula
Oh manusia yang kata
Cintai mereka
Adakah aku fobia cinta

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala

Hatiku Milikmu


Pernahkah engkau hargai cintaku yang sejati
Pernahkah engkau mengertikan diriku ini
Betapa hebatnya cintamu, memberiku sejuta pilu
Betapa agungnya asmaramu, membuatku terpaku

Disisimu ku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan ku cinta padamu
Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua
Ku sayang padamu
Kan ku abadikan dikau
Sewaktu kenangan yang manis
Yang tak mungkin aku lupa
Untuk selamanya
Kanku coretkan kenanganmu
Dalam sanubariku ini
Agar jadi yang terindah
Di dalam hidupku ini
Disisimu ku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan ku cinta padamu
Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua
Sayang padamu
Bagai bahtera dilanda badai
Gelora cinta mengoncang jiwaku
Berombak mencari daratan yang damai
Oh Cintaku
Disisimu ku terdiam seribu bahasa
Dihatiku bergetar sejuta rasa
Namun sukar untuk aku meluahkan cinta padamu
Nafasku terhenti bila melihat dirimu
Terasa pantas degupan jantungku ini
Mungkinkah hatiku milikmu jua
Sayang padamu
Kanku coretkan kenangananmu
Dalam sanubariku ini
Agar jadi yang terindah
Di dalam hidupku ini

Cinta Teragung

Maafkan aku sekiranya tak termampu
Untuk mencurahkan semua isi hatiku
Ternyata tak terkata
Rinduku padamu


Ku takkan bisa menjadi lebih
Dari apa yang terdaya
Namun ku tetap berjanji
Akan masih mencuba untuk
Memujuk hatimu
Mencintai aku

Kerna semua yang ada
Hanyalah untukmu



Secebis perasaan ku hamparkan
Membawa sejuta harapan
Menagih cinta
Teragung darimu



Maafkan aku sekiranya
Tak termampu untuk
Mencurahkan semua
Isi hatiku



Mengulit Kenangan..

Masih berbunga cintaku ini
Harum dalam kenangan
Biarpun telah engkau calarkan
Kuntum-kuntum rindu


Masih berdarah lukaku ini
Pedih menikam jiwa
Simpulan cinta terlucut kini
Menyapalah derita...

Bukanku mengungkit kisah lama
Sekadar mengulit kenangan
Kasih sayang yang kita semai
Ketandusan...

Mengapa terjadi perpisahan
Di kala aku memerlukan
Secebis rindu menghias kamar
Kegelapan...

Rela aku begini dan terus begini
Merawati kelukaan...
Semoga suatu hari ada sinar sang suria
Menerangi..

Tiada guna ku tangis ratapi perpisahan
Yang berlalu biarkanlah...
Kerna aku percaya sebalik kedukaan
Ada bahagia...

Masih berdarah lukaku ini
Pedih menikam jiwa
Simpulan cinta terlucut kini
Menyapalah derita...

Friday, October 21, 2011

I Wish You Were Here....

It has been almost a year since that unforgettable moment happen...
Yessss...im recovering, almost forgetting, not keep thinking about it anymore..but still cant accept the fact that the one who i love d most is d one who hurt me d worst....a best friend completely turns into a stranger..how sad..everyday we meet but we r like totally strangers.....
It's okay with me now....like people always said ...time heals everything..it also mends a broken heart...
my friends said that i hv man-phobia ..i guess it is damn right..afraid of being hurt once again...dont want to repeat d same mistakes..lets once bitten twice shy become my principal of life....but im open to love again now....i think a year of sadness should end...and im start 2 put a smile on my face again...hehe...but things will never get easy for anyone who wish 2 know me better..coz i'll be more cautious diz time...dont want to be hurt again......


 I WISH U WERE HERE............


I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.